Hey everybody! What’s up?
this post really isn’t the happiest but I really need to tell someone and I feel like you guys are the people to tell.
I really don’t know how to start this off, but lately, something just doesn’t seem right in my life…
I really just need to blurt this out so here it goes:
my grandfather has been in and out of doctor appointments and he keeps falling around the house a lot and sometimes he falls asleep and he won’t respond, and most of this is because we found out he has Parkinson’s disease only last month, and he has just gone downhill so fast.
every year at this time we go camping, to a hot rod show in the next state over. my family; Papa and Grandma, my uncles and aunts, and my family, my Papa and my dad always drive their hot rods up and go to the hot rod show and walk around and stuff, but since my grandfather hasn’t been doing well, he can’t drive anymore.
It makes me feel so sad knowing that he can’t do what he loves to do the most, and it just breaks my heart when I walk into the room he is sitting in and I can’t even hear him talk at all, but you can just see his eyes light up whenever someone walks in the room.
he got put in a wheel chair just today and you can tell how much he doesn’t like it, and it just kills me.
things at school don’t make life at home much easier. today I was trying to walk to my race and I had to walk by all the “popular boys” this one kid came up to me asking if I wanted to race and he kept saying how much he would beat me and I just kept saying no thank you. and then he kept telling me how I had no friends and he got his other friends to do it and I just. sometimes I don’t want to be a person.
sorry for such a long post that most of you probably didnt read, thank you though.
someone, somewhere, online.