I have hope for you

Hey guys! What’s up?

I’m sitting in school but I finished my project and my teacher said I had some extra time so I decided to write to you guys.

I’m utterly confused with boys, like completely. They are so stupid and I just want to find a boy who treats me right and makes me feel loved, someone who will hold my hand and kill spiders for me and get pizza with me.

There are so many pretty girls in my grade, I wish I was joking. They are all so pretty but not so nice. Kind of like fruit sometimes? They look tasty but tend to be a little too sour and gross and ew ew ew. They act all nice until you turn your back and they continually talk about you which sucks.

Or you think they’re your friend until somebody else shows up and they ditch you completely, which ruins any trust you’ve ever had. I’m not going to lie, I don’t trust people as easily, but I do have hope in them. I have hope in everything.

I’m not going to lie, I have hope in everything….. but myself. Next year I head off to high school which means that the next four years of my life will decide my future for me, and I’m terrified, completely. What if I fail? What if I lose all my friends?

I do, however, have hope in everything else. I have hope in future love, and for my bestfriends. I have hope for other people and for inanimate objects as well, which sounds stupid, but it’s true.

I’m sorry that this post was something really stupid and useless, but I hope I gave you a little smile, teehee.

someone, somewhere, online.